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April 27th, 2007

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November 13th, 2006

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October 31st, 2006

01:41 pm - another halloween... it feels like its already over, and i haven't even been to the alley cat party yet. tonight, free, bands, costume required if interested.. our halloween weekend looked like this: i'm going to mexico in january. its booked and i'm broke. bet you're jealous. i'm also graduating from college next month. i won't be broke anymore. Current Mood: lazy Current Music: smog

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October 22nd, 2006

04:27 pm i'm about to go sit down to dinner with his parents and i'm so hung over i can barely hold my head up. they're gonna love me. i hit my head really hard last night.. Current Mood: headachey Current Music: liars

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October 3rd, 2006

07:36 pm - 2 months? i'm not going to waste time elaborating on the past 2 months..except to say that they've been the best of my life. ( life in pictures ) Current Mood: sore Current Music: built to spill

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August 1st, 2006

03:17 pm - like u crazy. the most amazing thing is discovering the person who understands and loves everything about you was practically in your lap for a year. nobody really gets it but us..and all of our friends hate us for never shutting up about each other. if he's not the end of the line for me, i'm done searching. i've never been this happy. Current Mood: loved Current Music: The New Pornographers

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July 5th, 2006

09:47 pm - to me you are a work of art the past week and a half have been very eventful. the number one life changing event was of course last saturday when perry decided to dump me. awesome! i never knew before what it feels like for someone to admit that they don't care about you, and probably haven't for some time. it was absolutely one of the worst pains i've felt, ever. and we weren't even THAT serious. in fact, at one point i was planning on getting rid of him. of course, meeting his parents a month ago kind of threw me..so i decided to make myself love him because OBVIOUSLY he must care about me. ha. so i think i loved him, but now he'll never know. so i'm still trying to deal with life after companionship..the life of a lonely person sleeping alone every night. its not so bad. i've watched a lot of movies.. so i've spent the remainder of the days post-breakup drinking. and working a lot. this past weekend i had a lot of days off (today being the last one), so i went to edinburgh and spent a ton of much needed time with brooke and my family. got wasted with brooke, jessica, and josh white saturday... drunk dialed our holy roller friend from high school and said inappropriate things to his answering machine.. sunday i went boating with my sister and her crew of friends/fiance. it was alright..kind of boring and i was hung over and missed perry a lot that day. monday brooke and i got drunk in the afternoon at El Hefe and took/photoshopped hilarious pics (see myspace). last night i went to an art school party and met some cool dudes. went to the lockerbie at last call. passed out. don't forget to come out for my bday on saturday. its going to be amazing. don't call me back..just pray for me in church tomorrow. Current Mood: listless Current Music: paul simon

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June 23rd, 2006

05:37 pm - bite it, you scum The Rules: 1. Type in your birthday (minus the year)in the searchbar at Wikipedia.org 2. List three interesting facts, two births, and one death that happened on your birthday. July 9 Facts: -1918 - Great train wreck of 1918: In Nashville, Tennessee, an inbound local train collides with an outbound express killing 101 and injuring 171 people, making it the deadliest rail accident in United States history. -1942 - Holocaust: Anne Frank's family goes into hiding in an attic above her father's office in an Amsterdam warehouse. -1995 - Musical group The Grateful Dead perform the last concert of their 30-year career at Soldier Field, Chicago, Illinois Births: -1946 - Bon Scott, Australian singer (AC/DC) (d. 1980) -1976 - Fred Savage, American actor Death: -1985 - Jimmy Kinnon, Scottish founder of Narcotics Anonymous (b. 1911) Speaking of birthdays.. July 8 is going to be huge. Contact me if interested in fucking shit up. i have nothing to say to this. Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: ko keshi doll

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June 1st, 2006

08:25 pm you know...i've been realizing lately more and more that i owe certain individuals big heartfelt apologies. why is that, you might ask.. i've recently discovered the hard way how it feels it be completely insane over someone who appears not to give a shit about me.. selfish. the whole relationship is on his terms. he makes the plans when its convenient for him. fuck what i want to do. fuck the fact that i spend every minute of the day missing him. fuck that fact that so many times the words "i love you" have almost slipped off my tongue. i didn't dare utter those words..i know deep down he has no desire to say them in return. i am disposable. school, friends, music are top priorities. i may be somewhere around number 6 on the list. i refuse to settle for being at the tail end of someone's list of priorities. i refuse to be afraid of being tossed aside at any given moment. i realize that this is how i've operated in past relationships.. and i'm really really sorry. goodbye to you. Current Mood: apathetic Current Music: modest mouse

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May 5th, 2006

02:30 pm finals are over. i did better than expected. now lets get drunk. if anyone wants to come to a party tonight or tomorrow night...i know of some that are going to be fun.. call me. Current Mood: excited Current Music: q and not u

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April 25th, 2006

05:01 pm - i'm not your bitch, don't hang your shit on me. sooo. its been a long long time, dear friends. it may be totally shocking, but absolutely nothing has happened this month that's any different than last month. still in school, still hate it. finals are next week and i'm ecstatic about it. but i just trade it off for 40 hours of work plus whatever overtime i want every week. which is worse? tough choice. i'm adjusting to life in "relationship" mode and trying not to be a spazz. its hard, i am that by nature. i want i want i want. all the time. but its all good and i can handle it. summer will be good..i'm thinking some trips need to happen. oh i don't think that i ever mentioned that i had a new puppy, chloe. she was the cutest little thing i've ever seen in my life! then jennifer's dog made her eyeball pop out. which was without a doubt, the sickest fucking thing i've ever seen. i've seen a lot of sick shit, too. ughhg. but $400 later they popped it back in. i decided not to keep her, and found her a new home at my parent's house. they love her and everyone is glad. i quit smoking again this weekend. wish me luck. i think i'm gonna cut down on the alcohol too. i'm tired of feeling like shit all the time. i found out today that i'm going on a cruise with some girls from school next december right before we graduate. its either going to be wonderful or awful, most likely depending on how much alchohol i can get my hands on. god, thats always the deciding factor. pathetic. i think thats it on news. Current Mood: bored Current Music: madonna

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April 1st, 2006

01:00 pm rejection is one thing, but rejection from a fool is cruel. heading out to the melody tonight against my better judgement. until then i am writing a paper. leave me alone until 8pm. Current Mood: worried Current Music: itunes party mix (modest mouse right now)

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March 27th, 2006

02:29 am - suffer well.. hmmm. been awhile. so we had an awesome party. people who NEVER hang out with me like they should actually showed up. People we didn't even know showed up. it was amazing. i puked and passed out earlier than planned...but on a whole, very good experience for all i do believe. lyrch puked in my bedroom. that sucked...but at least brooke cleaned it up for me. thanks, brooke. maybe pictures someday.. school is moving forward slowly...everyone needs to hope that i stop being a slacker this week and actually write that 10 page paper that's been hanging over my head all semester.. summer is going to be so amazing. a greyhound bus trip to new york is in the planning stages. i'm still all lovey with my man. he's probably my favorite human being. no, definitely. it's so strange to be with someone with so much ambition and work ethic and brains.. he's 10 times as studious as me. I'm used to being able to call someone and automatically expect them to drop whatever useless shit they were doing and hang out. he stands his ground to write papers. i love it. even though i miss him any time he's not here. if it weren't for my ipod to lull me to sleep i wouldn't rest at night. best best feeling..the being with him part anyway. went to the alley cat for like an hour tonight and came home.. nothing feels right without him anymore. Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: depeche mode

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March 18th, 2006

10:56 am - do ya wanna dance? alright, kids we're having a party tonight.. we're dancing and drinking and nothing else. so if you want to attend, let me know and i'll tell you how to get here. if i like you. we want lots of people here. i got an ipod. i never thought i would invest in one of those things...but i fucking love it. tax check gift to myself. things are going too well..like i'm going to wake up one of these days and find it all gone. having a cute boy around makes things so much better. i best be seeing you here tonight. Current Mood: excited Current Music: ipod mixture.

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March 3rd, 2006

04:07 pm i haven't been this happy in ages. and it shows.. you're roommate will want to hang out with you more if you're just in a better mood... trust me. violent femmes are playing the Vogue next Sunday. i'm pretty pumped. tonight's gonna be good. Current Mood: jubilant

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February 28th, 2006

07:16 pm - this here giraffe oh wow. shit's been a whirlwind. it's been study, drink, drink, study over the past 5 days or so.. no regrets. i still did a good job. except for that calling in sick to work yesterday part. friday was huge test number one, which i DID study for. missed one. oh hell yes. friday evening, wanted to get drunk but wrote a paper instead. did good on that for the first time this semester. can i get a hell yeah? saturday worked for 12. came home, took a nap, and went out with miss amber. the alley cat had lots of fun mysteries to solve for two single girls. we went in there with the mentality that we are sick of being lonely, and we're sick of what this city has to offer us. we're career people, damnit. we need nice, cute, goal driven boys. and so it was... i'm at the bar, waiting for the dude to bring back my change, and this asshole says something rude to me.. i don't remember what it was. i recall beginning to start an arguement, but dropping it instead. i turn around. and there is this guy. adorable. he smiles, says hey. sit down. i sit. i melt. he's the asshole's friend, but its a-ok. and he had another friend. and equally cute friend. amber was interested. turns out they're grad students, in history and chemistry respectively. i don't ever ever ever allow guys to talk to me.. i've built my reputation on being completely unapproachable. this guy got me. instantly. this is the first time i've felt like this about someone new in a long time. since, you. so we spend the rest of the evening together, the four of us.. at the cat, at this house, and at a party where we created our own VIP room..until 6am. i don't know what to think. maybe he'll call. sunday i recovered..worked for 4 hours and went back to the cat with aaron for free pool and pbr. they were out of pbr. let me just fill you in about my new best friend, molsen xxx. christ. three beers and i was lighting the wrong end of cigarettes. 7.5%.. when i got in bed i was spinning. and happy. monday i called in sick. i wasn't that sick. i needed a break and i never get one. yesterday was good. groceries and lounging. today was another test. no results yet, but i think it went ok for as little as i studied. lets hope the rest of this week goes as nicely.. i have reason to believe that i have something to smile about. i'm not thinking about how easily i could get crushed right now and i'm enjoying the ride. this weekend i get to get my hair did, see brooke and willow, and my sister's new doggy! (i'll tell you about it later brooke). and no more tests or anything stressful until spring break! summer is so close i can smell it in the air already. Current Mood: now my heart is.. Current Music: the flaming lips

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February 22nd, 2006

04:40 pm there are so many things i'd rather be doing than studying...therefore i'm typing senseless words in a blank space....... but that test is going to kick my ass all over the place. so really, i'll be getting to it soon. so i found out today that MAYBE the aforementioned instructor who almost found herself dead by my hand might not hate me as bad as i thought. she wants me to present some stuff about a patient that i had in front of 100 students. creepy as hell. i'm doing everything i can to get out of it. that patient died anyway. I should quit wasting so much time trying to impress that woman. as if she matters. i wish you could see clementine curled up sleeping on my feet right now. very cute. Current Mood: worried Current Music: camera obscura

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February 19th, 2006

03:19 am - your metro career melted Fuck I'm tired. So, last night I got drunk at a Mexican restaurant, then got drunker with Jennifer's parents and some hillbillies. I fit in! AND! best of all. I found out that I'm getting back fucking $1800 in taxes! I never ever spend tax money on something that i want, I always pay bills. This year I'm taking a fucking trip. Ideas so far include Vegas, LA, or if I really get crazy, Hawaii. I'm even willing to go by myself. But if anyone else has a huge tax check and wants to blow it on a trip, do let me know. What I SHOULD do is be responsible and save it for a down payment on the house I want. Yeah, to buy. weird to think about. on a more melancholy note, I almost killed my ICU clinical instructor. as in murder. luckily she chilled out at just the right time. i'm in the process of putting all of my music onto my computer. its going to take a long time. Current Mood: RICH!! Current Music: depeche mode

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February 3rd, 2006

04:50 pm - wild, wild life i kicked a lot of ass today. i can't celebrate until tomorrow. but oh will it be good. i get to celebrate my awesomeness and aaron's birthday. i found out last night that some amazing edinburgh folks are going to grace broad ripple. one of which is miss angela kelsay. holy shit! this is going to be the best night of my life. FINALLY i get to get drunk and tell that bitch what i think. brooke really really really needs to come out tomorrow. please please find a way! also kylei and nathan, and i forget who else. i forgot everyone else after i heard the name "angela." i've got much more work to do today so that I can relax for the rest of the weekend and be at work for 24 hours. brooke please come! fucking groundhog. we want spring.. Current Mood: pleased Current Music: Talking Heads

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January 29th, 2006

09:59 pm lovelife update: i got hit on the other night by a communications professor. he was a douche. here is the conversation: douchebag: hey, you and that girl have on the same outfit" me: "you're fucking observant." douchebag (after some other ridiculous banter): *hands me a piece of paper* "that's my number. you can call it right now just to prove i didn't give you a fake number." me: "why the fuck would you give me a fake number if i didn't ask you for it?" db: "you're mean" me: *ripping paper*, waitress throws it out as she dumps ashtray. no wonder i'm going to rot alone! I'm working way too much this weekend. and tomorrow too. Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: Beep Beep

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